still the same

y am i still the same? It has been.. 3+ years.. i hate to admint.. but i think i got phobia eversince.. hahaha. theres actually nothing but.. wtf la

Have been very bothered for the whole day by the upcoming thing tomorrow after yesterday's interview.. feel very nervous everytime i think about it.. now still dono y im asked to participate.. they are going to choose the good ones out.. ah la i noe myself.. sketpical abt it.. doesnt matter at all if im eliminated.. but after today, i hope i can get in.. but i wonder do i really nid to do this.. i guess being in this job is the only way out.. ARGhhhh but i will noe myself more tml, or maybe c a different side of mi!

ahh.. and pimples popped out during this important week... FUCK_|_