no time

..hmm. ma de. today i thot my agency onli got me and another gal attend.. until lunch den met up with the new faces.. ma de.. almost go crazy in the morning when my imagination ran wild.. dreaming of the best scenario.. -.-

cos its a people oriented industry.. it makes chances even lower.. hmm..

i dowan le.. i dowan to search for the answer to the mystery anymore~ let it find mi..

there are many other things to worry abt.. so much to improve, many things to try and learn.. but the prob is.. it will take a very long time for mi to learn..NO TIME! what if the time never comes.. or if it comes, all will be too late.. so impatient meh.

fate, juz dun make another one appear in my life can le.. plz.. 很烦.

and the last day of the training is the tests.. i think can fail.. dono wan to fail anot.. LOL. k mad.