Avoiding Realities ♒ 逃避现实

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Braces

Last wed, went to Aline Dental at Adelphi, located at Cityhall, for consultation on braces, finally after more than 1 month of waiting. I wanted to see if my case need to extract tooth anot.. If need den i'll reconsider.. In the end, i need to xtract a FREAKING 4 TOOTHS. 2 upper 2 lower... i think i really nid to fix this prob once n for all... so.. 1st appointment will be 2 weeks later.. to extract 2 tooths... i dunno how i survive all these years wif my farked up teeth.. omg... im more fugly den i imagined.

Putting on at this time is abit too late... and the timing is quite bad.. juz when im going to step back into the society... how am i going to face ppl. After ord, i thot i could make myself look better.. instead, i'll become a ugly freak for 2 years first. And who knows what will happen in these 2 years.. at my age, funni things will slowly start to happen. Altho braces are quite common.. will c few ppl wif it on the streets.. even some of my frens i knew did it.. now i c the $ and pain they went thru to make their smile look good.

4 tooth that have served me for 2 decades will be xtracted... 我真的很怕. The feeling must be like fucck. Must be very windy inside my mouth... Haiz... farking disgusting.. think no more ktv for me.. and the worst thing is.. i wont be able to kiss.. jzu kidding.

really envy those wif good eyesight and teeth and skin.. at least they save thousands of dollars... and those fleshy and tan ppl... slimming and whitening produx are all over the place.. slimming is hell lot easier than gaining... to gain, u nidda spent on food and supplements $ and time eating, gyming w/o fail.. . slimming not only save $, oso creates more time to do other things... tanning.. u nidda tahan the farking sun, risk sun burn, skin cancer n hrs to achieve desired tone... all in all, i juz farking h8 myself outside n inside.

2 phrases to describe all these shit.
天下没有丑人, 只有懒人。
No pain no gaiN.