History nearly repeat
......would like to put in a lil bit more detail.. but .. *cough*. will get expose easily.. but im gonnna ord soon so..lalala.
is doing duty and bought lunch for mi.. and also rsm.-.- after some lil conversations.. she sat down and begin read newspaper... (not bad liao i still can startup some conversation) and,.. that is when the the fear and nervousness set in. When a guy and a gal together in a room, and the gal do other things, or worst, never do anything. The near exact scene that happened to mi few years back.. and now.. a shadow in my heart.. really a situation i feared most.. time past so fucking fast.. and its so hard to determine whether she is really doing the thing or waiting for somethings.. to avoid making history repeat.. i try to start thins.. but brain stop functioning. or lag.. like 1000ms.. phrases of "wat should i do, wat should i talk" kept going through my mind.. when i was about to start a critical topic, some ass stomped in and needs to draw rifle. when the time is 10min to 1.30pm. WHY AT THIS TIME?!!!!! wtf? i lan lan hurried out... dun wanna to let it end this way, i asked her to wait, before i exited the room. Finished the things chopped chopped and returned back only to find her walking down the stairs... THANKS. GG!...nothing to say.
nevertheless.. some sms were exchanged.. which pretty hilarious .. hehe. fark.. i really got some ways in which i sms/irc.. altho quite lag.. i tried not to sms much.. to avoid repeating history that real life and virtual personality is between heaven and earth.
too add to the frustrations, 2-3 pimples popped out juz in the right time. si beh song!
...ma de im abit like densha.. but im more worst than him T_T
is doing duty and bought lunch for mi.. and also rsm.-.- after some lil conversations.. she sat down and begin read newspaper... (not bad liao i still can startup some conversation) and,.. that is when the the fear and nervousness set in. When a guy and a gal together in a room, and the gal do other things, or worst, never do anything. The near exact scene that happened to mi few years back.. and now.. a shadow in my heart.. really a situation i feared most.. time past so fucking fast.. and its so hard to determine whether she is really doing the thing or waiting for somethings.. to avoid making history repeat.. i try to start thins.. but brain stop functioning. or lag.. like 1000ms.. phrases of "wat should i do, wat should i talk" kept going through my mind.. when i was about to start a critical topic, some ass stomped in and needs to draw rifle. when the time is 10min to 1.30pm. WHY AT THIS TIME?!!!!! wtf? i lan lan hurried out... dun wanna to let it end this way, i asked her to wait, before i exited the room. Finished the things chopped chopped and returned back only to find her walking down the stairs... THANKS. GG!...nothing to say.
nevertheless.. some sms were exchanged.. which pretty hilarious .. hehe. fark.. i really got some ways in which i sms/irc.. altho quite lag.. i tried not to sms much.. to avoid repeating history that real life and virtual personality is between heaven and earth.
too add to the frustrations, 2-3 pimples popped out juz in the right time. si beh song!
...ma de im abit like densha.. but im more worst than him T_T
posted by Hanzy at
8:55 PM
