Avoiding Realities ♒ 逃避现实

Thursday, August 10, 2006

ORD LO~ .. so?

Finally la.. ORD. Things gave. Thanks said. Hands shook. But forgot about cheeky line. haha. Fark la.. think of it so long liao den forget.. haiz nvm.. its game over.

Before taking back pink ic has to sign a series of acknowledge forms... got 1 is talk about booking of ippt shit. wat 4 hours of training a day bla bla. Abit sian.. but hey, keep fit is good! After i got back my pink ic.. really have the feeling of being released.. and the smell of freedom.. but, sentiments are still floating in my mind..

Unlike most ppl.. i dun find a great deal about ord.. all the realities in life start to rush into my mind. maybe i feel L.O.S.T.. no one to pave my road anymore.. i have to pave it myself such tat it leads to happiness.. it takes time to accept the reality.. I realise its hard to do things for myself.. like no meaning.. i need to be forced or provoked or...
now dono look forward to wat la.. in army, everyday onli look forward to bookout onli.. veri simple. no stress~