Valentines Day

Today's work ended earlier cos nobody has the mood to work as its valentines day! After work, every one went separate ways.. meet their gf / go home etc. . as i got nothing on, i LL had to carry the stupid laptop back.. so i just wandered around town, observing people, trying to see what a couple usually do.. wandered to cineleisure for awhile and saw some of my fellow colleagues, but they didnt saw me... cool. The laptop bag was damn heavy lo.. so i rest on the railing outside cineleisure.. watching at the young kids around that area.. their funky dressings and colorful hairstyles .. as well as those young pretty girls with them.. the same old question came to my mind again.. why are those cute girls with them? some of my close fellow colleagues/friends are i feel much more better.. in terms of looks, maturity, character etc... i believe they are just having fun only.. not like us.. struggling to carve out a career.. i wondered if they will behave like what they are now when they reach 20+ years old.. looking at their long stylish hair, i felt abit sickening.. then i recalled back the days when my hair used to be very long.. haha.


Then, 1 boy and 2 gals came and sat near me. i could clearly hear their conversation.. normally i wouldnt give a damn about other ppl business.. what caught me is the question the boy asked to the girl. "Where are u studying now?" its weird coz i thought they are friends.. and that questions is what i normally use day to day too.. The girl replied "I now studying in ITE year XX, then at night 做小姐.. " The guy responded with "in which pub or club?" The girl said, "no la.. at geylang there" .................................. I didnt see the guy's reaction.. the guy didnt say anything afterwards.. they look super young..pretty good looking. max give them 18 years old.. the girl is perfectly normal.. the way she dress and speak.. isnt lian at all..girl next door.. im not sure wat the 小姐 job is.. i refuse to believe .. just dun understand.. y must she resort to doing that.. no other better job? nid more $? ..i hope tatz not a job she like.. actually its still a job.. a difficult job which not alot of ppl like..but for watever reason, she still do it.. in comparison.. i feel lousy.. i feel lazy and keep thinking about slacking.. i have met some gals, students, so young yet have already did alot of part times.. while on my side, i feel im spoilt. i have no financial liabilities.. i nid not pay any bills.. while some of my colleagues are struggling to survive.. me too, just that i have nothing to spend on.. and having it or not doesnt matter.. i should put in more effort..

why do ppl assume i have girlfriend? why do ppl ask me do i have a girlfriend? .. it just seems that it is only rightfully that i must have a girlfriend.. but in fact, its near impossible to have 1 and.. i nid a maid more.

omg.. wasted so much time on writing..