1 Litre of Tears / VAKOG

Now i know.. nice songs are not onli meant only to be listened.. it must also be felt.. or even seen.. with vivid images floating in the mind.. tatz why Promotional Videos (PV) or MTVs are made.. NLP teaches right.. to truly appreciate one thing.. at least the visualization, auditory and kinesthetic factors must be present.. if possible, the olfactory (smell) and gustatory (taste) factors..

Before i actually watch this drama.. i heard many positive comments from the ppl around mi.. that was back in army days.. saw some clips, preview on it.. and was told that the song was quite nice.. but it doesnt leave a deep impression on me.. when i started watching it.. it is not too bad.. but after many numerous climatic scenes, coupled with the song, i started to like it more and more.. the song started to go deeper into my 3 senses.. the song has done a good job of anchoring a feeling into me.. now when listening to the song, vivid images of those scenes floats in my mind and the sadness feeling can be felt.. T_T

At the beginning of the show where AYA was make kwown of the diesease she has, she herself, "Why me? why did the diesease chose me?" ..i dono but my immediate response in my mind was.. "..why can't it be you?" .. does it mean to say that successful and kind people wont get it? This show was scripted after a real life incident.. juz a normal ordinary gal.. just that in the show, she appears to be too perfect.. excelling in everything.. does it mean that ugly ppl should just die? does it mean they cannot experience love? i think i got something against successful ppl again.. -.-

After watching this show.. i recalled this young lady who was diagnosed with cancer.. the process of her fighting the the sickness were all recorded in http://xiaodoudou.blogspot.com/ ..still remember the time i spent to read all her entries on her blog.. u will come to realise how postive and happening her life was.. even when she knew her future was dark..even under the torture and inconvenience the sickness brought.. and yea.. shez the one looks abit like kokkie's fren Shuling.. haha. Already had some kind of familiarity when i first met her..

sometimes, i wish i can just indulge myself in the fantasy of the drama world.. a place where i can see and feel the unconditional love produced from the people in the drama.. i doubt it exists in my realistic world.. k.. time for next Jdrama.. TAIYOU NO UTA!!! The female lead is ERIKA SAWAJIRI AGAIN!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh PWNZ! ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO WATCH.

We are so fortunate to be healthy.. (need not be perfect)