First few days of work

...hi all, begin to discover new things about myself.. haiz. life is stilllllllllllllllllllll. the same. The hype from previous post is gone. The first 2 days of work were torment. Because of the office open concept, every one can see eachother.. including seniors, execs and manager.. -_- Well.. eventhough got not much to do, still has to act got things to do.. and tatz the hardest part.. + bonus stage of fighting the farking ZZZ monster daily.. I confirmed something abt my body.. no matter wat time i sleep and how long, i will sure feel sleepy after 3 hrs since waking up. So, practically.. 11+am and 4+pm are the danger times... fark. Then, work suddenly piles up.. which ended up doing OT on my 3rd day... I got a feeling i will make more errors during the ZZZ monster periods... GG -.- i dono... suddenly, i think of other things... like future? ...fuck tat. but going on like this is stagnant... Just the first 3 days of work and i cant take it anymore... maybe admins not for me.. even at freaking pt0 i oso can stay for 4 months.. -.- i realiesd tat eventhough i hate stress, but i need to work under stress to make life more fulfilling and rewarding... but the aviv4 makes me have other reasons to stay.. they have frequent away days, or social days gatherings watsoever.. at least, something to look forward.. and.. female working environment is shitty (maybe cos alot of middle age?).. makes mi feels odd.. so EXTRA. but at least i had a chance to go through these shits.. (jose is right, need to give everything a try). HAIZ LA.. WAT TO DO WITH LIFE. maybe i should try shift work? ... But.. most likely will work until next year.. when they implement new system.. hopefull will make life easier.. but oso cannot slack + no internet. WTF _|_ ZZZZzzzzz.

tml is my first dress down day.. exciting. :D. POLO AND JEANS ALL THE WAY.