Avoiding Realities ♒ 逃避现实

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Escaping reality - JB

Finally, the day of going to malaysia came.. Staying in Singapore, its quite abnormal to not visit malaysia.. its not as troublesome as i thought.. now i can better undertand why some malaysians who stay in JB can come to SG to work and then go back to JB EVERyday.. travelling distance is damn fast if not for the que at the customs..
Over there.. there are alot of malays.. i noe. OF COZ LA MALAYsia THX. but i heard there alot of chinese.. 原来 all at the City SQ. ha. There was a IT fair going on there while we were there.. the place there really big.. if got $$, can shop whole day.. ha. food and moves there really cheap.. for mear SGD 20, can do wonders already.. ha. suddenly got the feeling of financial freedom when it comes to eating.

The crowd there looks young.. all look below 21.. XMMs everywhere.. and hearing some of the gals speaking chinese in their cute style brings back familiarity.. i think its pretty kewl to talk to them.. its a different feeling.. in general, it sounds more energetic and cute when expressing their thoughts.. ha. i think im juz sick of singlish.. its a lazy + annoying language sometimes.. 讲来讲去都是讲一样的 pattern.. hmm.. malaysian gals.. not bad. cute, low maintenance, low tech and all.. how i wish i can mix with more of these kinds.. but my greatest wish is to interact with TAIWAN GALS!! Really wan to hear them speak! Their accents, actions and expressions are KAWAII~ sian.. y are there more china ppl here instead of taiwanese? wa... if i noe japanese, japanese gals also 够力!

I was just slacking around while kokkie and nash were looking at some laptops i think.. then as usual, were looking around for pretty faces.. then, i saw a set of beautiful eyes at a distant, which is set in my direction.. i thought its the normal look-and-walk-away kind of situation.. or she looking at some1 else..so i just admire the gaze.. but soon i realize something was wrong.. tat eyes NEVER MOVES, NEVER BLINKS.. its one of the few times i looked away FIRST. Eventhough she was wif her friends, she just STOOD still there and stare at me right through.. i was like "wtf?" heart beat increase + unneccessary swallowing of saliva.. There was 1 situation where i was forced by the ppl behind to move forward.. which, was in the direction of her.. slowly.. s-l-o-w-l-y.. until im just right beside her. haha. During tat process, can see that she pretended to join in the conversation wif her group of frens and not look back. i bet her heart beat is RACING LIKE FERRARI~ haha. damn cute.. i ended up at the entrace of some shop.. finally, her group walked off.. while moving off, she turned her head back 2 times, looking through her right shoulder.. not noticing that im on her left.. drama sia.. sad.. i nid to figure out some ways incase such situation happens again.. (every failure is a feedback) but i just dono a boy and gal can do except sex.. other than that, its onli liabilities, responsibilities which = troublesome :P haha 果然是没谈过恋爱..

haiz..i think i shouldnt doubt Carol Lim's words.. the finals words from a very pretty and successful lady can't be wrong.. i can feel that she truthfully let go those words to boost my confidence and stay in the career.. it somehow provoked my ego.. but somehow.. it didnt change the outcome. Shez one of the few ladies i admired. Not because of looks and figure.. duh..from my impression of cornor and the story in the over achievers..

i love eye contacts.