Avoiding Realities ♒ 逃避现实

Sunday, June 11, 2006

restless... pre-ord SHOCK

hmm... finally a day break from my monotonous routine life... daily dota onli.. erm.. not daily.. only everynight wait for kakis go home for 1 or 2 games.. with meanies enlisted = less ppl to tok kok with.. T_T. so wat i did in the day? .. sleep. my body clock was initially set to 1030am. but now becomes 1230pm.... argh.. and after awake for 4-5 hrs i will start to yawn n get abit sleepy .. -_-. THen i will get real sleepy around 11-12mn. But if i dong awhile more, i will end up sleeping at around 2+.. to further delay sleeping time.. my mind will auto think of certain things...

Do work tired, nv do anithing oso tired.. tired for life meh.. :<. ACtually therez pretty much thing to do to my PC.. but somehow dun have the mood.. maybe my room iz juz not conducive enuff.. aniway.. its the worldcup month.. no man on earth wif tv should feel sian.. supposedly lol. think i nidda place some bets for fun.

so, i take this weekend duty as a day to do more constructive things.. think of wat to do after ord and finish the book i bought.. but guess wat.. i continued to sleep until lunch time... cant help it.. haha. hmm.. camp has some pretty new changes.. last parade is now 530pm, drop from 6pm. but lunch time up to 1pm only... i think the regulars benifit the most la.. and changes of nights off day.. and bunk inspection everyweek.. which is good.. all these doesnt bother mi much already.. the onli thing im dissapointed is the book in timing, eventhough we stepped down from active bn.. haiz.. i pity the next generation abit.

The day was actually going fine.. until i bathe finished and go down to office.. my unit's ninja left a notice for mi on the computer.. i nearly died on the spot after reading it.. at the same time i got a important sms to reply to.. and i had to think of a reply with a tramatized mind.. ok. the news is. I KANA RE-VOCATE BACK TO A COMBAT VOCATION? WTF THX? AND IM NOT SURE WHAT THAT VOCATION IS. WITH EFFECT FROM TOMORROW WTF LAAAAAAA. but i got to stay in my Dept still.. but the point is IT IS GOING TO AFFECT MY RESERVIST FOR SURE LA NB CB CAN _|_. The after ORD life is already causing a freaking stress and pressure already. now came this never ending army issue.. and i thot its finally over. why cant i juz settle down as a low life storeman? now future is already at stake liao.. but i still have to settle this issue.. if not I cant live in peace.. Had a chat wif pad n he said might be admin side problem... fark.. worst come to worst someone plz come and zham my leg for free. PPL CAN ORD HAPPILY WHY CAN'T I.